Acceptance over Disparagement, Mind over Matter, the Will of Allah

Asalamualaikum (May peace be unto you), I reallyyyy like saying that. So much more than just Salaams…anyways, just writing to vent & clear my mind I guess. 

Sometimes I want to scream out to the universe and ask why I receive all these repetitive, incomplete life lessons that constantly leave me confused and hopeless over & over again. 

TIME FOR A CHANGE? So ready for a new perspective.

I’ve come to realize and accept that if these sort of road blocks keep happening, it’s because they’re supposed to happen (the will of Allah);  to challenge us and make us stronger, cliché as it may be—they really are blessings in disguise. Remember how Allah(swt) tests those he loves? Through every hardship, we should be thankful—because it means we matter. We matter enough for Allah(swt) to give us the opportunity to improve ourselves, to be stronger, to ask for His guidance and His hand of mercy to help us struggle through and make it closer to Him than ever before. Accepting the will of Allah and asking for His guidance brings this clandestine sort of inner tranquility and ease to the heart. Sometimes we don’t even realize it’s there until it’s been there for so long and we’ve forgotten the pain that was masking us before all of it.

Well…back to studying for the night. Cannot wait for this exam to be overrr. Idk if I’ll ever share this with anyone, but if you do read this...make dua for me please, that I do well and don’t choke inshaAllah

Night nighttt

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